How I survived being suicidal & the anger that consumed me for years – Tonto Dikeh shares

Posted by: b3rrilyn in Celebrity News Apr 22, 2015

There was a time she revealed she was depressed and suicidal, but she is in a better place now, Tonto Dikeh took to Intagram to share her experience and story

“Woke up reflecting on who I was and how far I have grown spiritually, womanly & physically. I had so much anger, So much venom, so much Hate to give. I didnt understand y neither did I give A hoot. I thot life Was all i Saw, Most of my anger Came from my Childhood (but i did have a great hood), Some came from Been Sick, Another came from been motherless, etc. Darlings i was broken, i was a walking disaster, A thicking time Bomb. I was on a suicide part on a regular sigh# Bottomline I Saved me, I got to realise that no1 cares about your Pain/hurt or life, people already have too much on their plate Or are more Angry about life than u
I came to understand that wirhout me the world wld still go on with nothing missed n might even be a better place,you might b missed for a day, week, years but i bet u u gonno b so forgotten wen its time* i came to understand that change i needed was inside me, We really dont maximise our God given Authority AS Gods creations #PRAYER#
*I came to realise that Anger is a more deadly messedup illness than CANCER, my anger was the shield btw i and happiness, Love, Life, etc* I came to realise that my future depends on me letting go of all the hurt/Anger/Negativity and fully committed2 God and living a good life*

* I did realise a couple of things about self love, God/Allah, Food, We RE barely existing n not living without God *Good food is fuel for your mind, soul n body** Release yourself today from Your Burden/Anger/Pain and truly discover a life of constant joy in his grace.. I didnt turn born again or nothing i just realised that I AM SPECIAL.. Good morning Angels #TODAY I CELEBRATE 4YEARS OF CONSTANT ELETRICITY IN MY HOME NOT NEPA THOU LOL